年初三

今日冇出去,整日在家開工,

唉...都係o個句...好驚做唔到個fyp, 要defer,
又或是要拿c- grad, 咁就真係....唉

希望大家新既一年都有好既開始~~

另外,睇左數本運程書,點解個個講既野都有出入~
有d係完全相反....咁我信邊個?! 我..唔太信自己lor....v_v

年初二

今日早起些做fyp, 等家姐起身一齊出去行街.

等到佢起身,再打扮完,出到cwb,已經5點~~~ v_v

之後去埋starbucks 食野先至行~

行左唔多時間,就要去天水圍.

我地去之左金鐘,搵左好耐先搵到我地要搭的車~~ shit!!!
坐左成9個字多既車先去到

去到又係狂食~ 食左好多齋,因為真係好好未
又係default 食左好多冬菇.. 又食左salad~~

之後就回家..
坐左1個鐘加3個字就番到..真係好快~

今日,又港島南去到新界北,又返回港島~~ 真係crazy~

農暦のお正月

今日係正月初一,祝大家新年高興~ (我阿媽話快樂快落,唔好聽,要改高興)

食完齋之後,就同媽咪+爸爸去左ifc 睇妓藝回憶錄~
比我想像中好睇喎....
覺得個主角細個個樣好可愛,當大過左(章子宜演),就差d 啦~~

睇完就回家同埋家姐食開年飯(阿媽話今年宜初一食喎)
我食左好多好多好多野呀...個肚都脹得很~不過諗番,d野都唔係肥,
食左好多好多冬菇,真係好好味~ 好鍾意食~~ ^^

行年宵

今日同阿gel, 以之仔行年宵.相約左食tea, 再去行.

去左魚湯米線食,都幾抵食~ only $20

之後去左行年宵, 個天成日落住毛毛雨,好煩...
呢日default 多人, 今年d野都冇乜特別,冇咩野想買~

行到一半,因為落雨,咁就走左啦....v_v

然後行左一幢係cwb 既商場,o個度d鋪好細間,都唔知d人點樣放野去賣~~
好似話頭一個月係一蚊尺租喎...不過...真係不能長做

行左去食人和豆品~
再去times squares 行左陣,就各散東西~

真係不知所謂呀!!!

今日holiday, 不過要ielts course, 所以要早起..

10:00打去tom lee, 抱有一絲希望打去問有冇compet 飛啦...
哇,線路忙到呢....等左我成5分鐘先有人接...
有冇咁誇呀...

接到,只有1張$60 飛~~
唔係呀ma, 如果係咁, 早知我早d 打去book 飛好過啦,
做咩要經city

好唔開心, 不過,hold 左張飛先
諗住明天再打去問下有冇人唔要d book 左既飛...
不過,希望不大啦.....
咁到左呢個時候,我真係唔知應唔應該一個人去睇~
(我諗我會lor, 好慘呀, 可能係狗年第一個節目要自己一個人去做)

跟住上ielts course,
然後同eric, pat pat, elt 去南山食lunch,
食完返lab 做野...
lee hang 佢地係年宵買左隻狗,跟住eric 又唔知係邊搵左d 狗仔既檯x 番來擺陣,真係好可怕

oo my god...又係個死人datagrid button 攪到我成個下午都一事冇成...
最後決定用link button 做住先.....

再睇左一陣web site, 就去跳舞

唉...唉...唉...真係不知所謂,
點解我又退步架....
真係跳得好差,
summer 學過既steps, 要一段時間先記得番,有d 仲要唔係好記得tim...
係咪弊呀...
之後,新教既都亂來...都唔係難呀.....都攪成咁..

真係唔知咩事,
步入左2006年,覺得自己有d精神恍惚,不在狀態,
個惱都唔知諗乜,
真係 "totally not the road"

係時候要重新振作啦......咁樣只會令自己所有野都做唔好,
我發現自己真係有一個好大既問題,
真係好多時會唔知自己做乜,又或者做事唔專心, 唔盡力(尤其是o個期做埋曬d悶野,但又要做到累既時候)
情況更差,

今晚,真係好挫敗,我真係覺得自己呢咁多年來好似冇學過舞咁lor,
跳得好好好好好好差,我真係覺得自己冇面面對阿lok,更加冇面面對自己
覺得自己之前都曬時間lor, 如果唔係, 點會跳到咁屎~~
對住毫無進步既自己,我真係好想哭,

都唔只係跳舞架啦....
每當我心情唔太好,or 累, or 唔知咩原因唔想做野時,
我就會精神恍惚,不專心,做事就會好差

來年,我真係要好好咁諗方法令到自己可以係一個好短既時間裏,
把身心準備好,去做之後要做既事情lor!!!!!

呢件絕對係rank 1 要achieve 既goal!!!!

今日,我真係好想哭~~

好差呀,好唔開心呀

今日下午上e-commerce 遲到...
入到去,已經開始左....

一開頭已經唔知佢講咩..
到最後我更加唔知啦...死火...
真係要溫下書啦...

然後就諗住拿compet 飛啦..
點知真係冇....shit! waiting list?
cher, 咁即係冇啦......

好唔開心咁去做gym,
然後再上chinese computing lecture,

見到burton, 立即同佢呻我冇飛.....
真係超級地唔開心~~~~

上堂時,真係猛諗住解救方法,
落堂立即打比杜攣同阿lok,

阿lok 都冇呀...死未.....
杜攣話bu 既人未reply 佢....

睇來真係9成冇....
好霉呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ielts course + fyp

今早,上 ielts course,
同完eric 哥,pat pat, elt 食飯就返lab 做fyp,

still 做得好慢...真係唔多得...
我真係要做快d, 唔係真係defer or c- 架啦..

晚上同左阿威食dinner 啦..
係旺角既一間叫做 "毓民牛肉....唔知咩店"
d 野普通啦...
之後同阿威發現左個道理,就係係旺角成日都唔知食咩好
雖然有好多食店,不過,大多數每間都只係去一次咁多.....

佢走左之後,我就係旺角再行,最後終於買到對新波鞋..^^

fyp 日

今日day off,昨天又超累, 所以sleep 夠先起身,

都已經2:00 哈哈...sleep 得好爽

攪完一輪野, 食完brunch 之後,
就開始fyp 啦,

今日成日都係做fyp, 不過,進度唔見得快...

果然, idle time 同做野既數量係唔成正比!

好累呀

昨晚終於攪掂完d notes,
不過都好晚了, 今日又好早起身,要上日文...shit..
好累...好累..

好彩日文都冇話遊雲咁...不過,真係好吃力...

下午上e-commerce, 都幾得意呀d 野...
然後就去chinese computing tutorial,

哎呀, 因為開錯project type, delete 左個錯既
之後就出事啦...
因為我係冇rights 去write 野係個web server 到..
咁就成堂都做唔到野...係度猛try 去開番個project,
好彩d 野都唔係太難

完左之後就去左睇牙醫

團年飯

今日去跳舞, 不過昨天真係好好好累, 今天又想把d notes 打入pc,
所以早起左~~
keeping 好眼睏~~

shit, 太累,完全不在狀態......而且又突然個肚唔舒服,
最後,係有史以來第一次跳跳下要行開休息..v_v

跳完就去左wan chai 既鴻星食團年飯,

見番有一段時間冇見既表兄弟姐妹...
對今晚既desert有d 失望,諗住係食中式糖水ma

pccw

今日成7點半就起身....

拿拿聲整好個樣..就出去鰂魚涌pccw tower,
點知都遲左少少.. v_v (真係有d唔得)

不過,佢地可能都驚我會遲,佢地原來係10點先開似...=p

然後,就開始啦.....
好眼睏...但係又要聚精會神jot notes...
help.....
不過好彩有熱茶啦..

原來都幾攪笑...真係有pattern 架..哈哈哈哈哈
有d pattern 都好好笑~~

做完野..都7:30..shit...好鬼累.....
不過,我都去左mk 行,想買sneaker, 但係睇唔倒一對好鍾意既款...

10點幾番到家

keiko 先生好好人

今日上日文,我同另外一個friend 都係忙緊fyp..
好想上日文,但係又唔想溫test 同 exam, 因為o個時真係會好忙ma

最後問keiko 先生,可唔可以seat 堂
點知佢肯,而且仲肯幫我地改日記,真係好多謝佢..

晚上,本來諗住去跳舞,點知..
去到成日用o個間房,唔係佢地lor..shit!!!

睇埋其他房,都唔係佢地...
打比杜攣...打左2次都唔聽..唉..
最後走左...>_<

之後走左佢先打番來...
本來都可以番去既...不過,諗起明天要早起...都係算啦...

激氣

第一次去食澳洲牛奶公司

下午,做fyp

今日上第一堂chinese computing lecture,
哇...個lecturer 講左好多野...不過,暫時都唔係好難~~

之後,同leehang, eric, william, vincent 去左旺角諗住食dinner,
點知...一行, 就行左去jordarn...

最後,真係估唔到會去澳洲牛奶公司食.
o個到都幾多人下,咁晚都仲咁多人...真係估唔到
食完之後,本來話去食糖水,
點知佢地又係唔知去邊食....行下企下...最後都係唔食..

唉..佢地真係成日都係咁..
佢地其實都好好人...不過...有時佢地真係...咁樣...好麻煩..

點解會sleep 唔到

我就黎死啦..點解會咁架,明明咁累,但係都仲sleep 唔到...
有冇攪錯~~ 好似唔記得點入睡...

仲要10:30 有ielts 堂...shit!!

10:30 上堂, 個阿sir 好攪笑,
都唔錯呀...佢既教學方向都好正確,
佢係到promise 我地,我地上完堂一定會上到半個至一個grade lor..
如果係就好啦....我都好想得呀...好想要有6.5 啦

今日上speaking...覺得自己唔太得...唉....都幾驚講野架...

之後,我同阿簡去kfc食tea,
再去一個叫crossark company 既 career talk...
哇....佢係一間adventure startup(好似係咁叫) 既firm,
得5個staff, 但係今日好似已經有3/4個來左....
咁今日間公司咪冇人...哈哈哈..

我feel 到係呢間野到做會好tough, 好忙,好辛苦...
所以...都係唔apply 住啦..

聽完就落lab, 砌mtr mini city, 好得意, 個tst 鐘樓會響架~

再之後去左上information system audit!!!
其實我真係好想學呢科既野.....
但係個阿sir 好唔得...成個補習天王咁.....help..
所以,都係drop..
應該讀chinese computing.....
不過,比阿南講一講...覺得讀oom 都唔錯喎....唉呀..點好呢...
但係,要group work, 有d 煩咁喎~~

美容日

今日起左身,就去左做facial =p

做完就立即去左cwb 剪頭髲

剪完之後就行左陣cwb,買左d 野就番左city

university 既 最後一個sem

university 裏既最後一個sem (希望), 心情有點複雜~
上完e-commerce 既堂,覺得感覺還不錯,希望可以考得唔錯啦呢科,不過...佢係open book, 有d 驚

之後就去上chinese computing 既tutorial,
原來個professor 係女人, 個樣都ok 喎..
不過,佢講cantonese 好攪笑

我地堂tutorial, 得8 個人attend, 有一個係usability o個個鬼老~~
哇!!!!!
我覺得佢會一頭冐水~~

之後,係lab 做左一陣fyp, 就番家

You Think You Know - by Corey Williams

Uuuuhhohhh
Next selection

It's obvious
You are made for me (made for me)
And believe it or not
But you're the girl of my dreams (girl of my dreams)
Only second to my mama
And here you come up, with no drama girl
so calm, like a petal of a rose
That's why I choose you

Girl you're so sweet
You make my life complete (life complete)
Like a sentence with a dot, dot, dot
Girl your lovin' don't stop, stop, stop
and better yet like a bright beginning
With this cross around my neck
One day you will
But I don't think that you know it yet

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea
How you make me feel
Girl when I kiss you
If you ain't here, how badly i miss ya

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea
Girl cause what I found in you
Is all I need

Love and happiness, it goes hand in hand
(you can't have one and not the other)
On your head I put about a hundred grand
(four times the rock that i bought you)
So strong in fact
Only woman that I know
Truly got my back yeah
Cause you show me that
(cause you show me that)
That's why I love you

And if tonight were the end
I would want you here with me
Cause looking in your eyes
Is the last thing I wanna see

This feel just like it did
When we first met
One day you will
But I know that you don't know it yet

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea
How you make me feel
Girl when I kiss you
If you ain't here how badly I miss ya

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea (don't matter baby)
It don't matter if I`m rocking my diamonds
If you ain't here then girl it ain't shining

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea
Cause I'm trying to show you
How much I love you girl
Love you baby

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea
You dont know what I found in you
Is all I need

Listen girl
I ain't a man of thousand words
But from the bread I make even the crumbs
Chaka thousand birds
Don't you worry about the way I live
Cause I'm gone and I'm tryin make it up by the way I give
Now I realize jewels ain't enough for you
Cause you confused 'n' it's tough for you
And the money never comforts you
And it's hard but you understand
We gotta live that's why i hustle man

We say we never get no time alone
And could I please spend a lil more time at home
And I got you babe
You got a lot to say
And I ma stop cuttin' you off and listen more starting today (baby)
I'm for real you don't know the half, 'cause I don't
Give you enough of the love you're supposed to have
But tonight baby that's gonna change
I'll give you everything I have
Just to get your heart in exchange
I'm R-Les

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea

Oh babe

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea

How much I love you

U think u know
But girl you don't
Have no idea

How much I loveeeeeeeee you

ohhhohhh ha

唔識跳舞

發現跳舞真係可以令我既心情燃燒起來

今日去左跳舞
shit...我真係覺得自己跳得有10萬個差
而且亦發現自己冇進步過~
或許以前我真係玩玩下咁跳舞,唔認真...
但越跳越鍾意...
已經容許唔到自己hae 跳~~~~

我一定要有進步~
我要定下今年跳舞要有進步既目標!!
加油呀!!!!JESS WONG!!

仲未諗得掂試唔試份工好.....
好煩呀...
好想入大公司...但係又唔知到入唔入到..
好驚miss 左呢個chance, 就冇其他chance...
好驚之後既仲衰過呢個......

點算..
真係煩到要了我的命!!

有時真係諗,既然打code 既d 人工都唔底,
雖然唔太想做, 不過,賺多d錢,咁我就可以做其他自己想做既野...
e.g 跳舞,去旅行......

但係又真係驚自己做野會好冇隱~

有冇人可以比下意見我呀!! >_<
比下reply 我呀....

apogee

今日去左apogee interview
之前都好驚..因為interview 肯定要用english,o個interviewer 係外國人..

覺得interview 前既準備都唔係太夠..
點知...
去到,已經係同最大o個2粒in lor...
先叫我用10分鐘打2篇野,之後就interview

見佢地對我講既野都有唔錯既反應~
而且atmosphere 都唔錯
不過反倒我有少少失望..因為真係好鬼細間野lor..
真係細到一眼看曬o個隻

佢地到最後仲話想睇下我係drop notes 既technique 係點...
叫我下個星期六日去幫佢地drop notes
又話會send 個ex 比我做, 睇下係點~
(呢野真係有d窒左....我真係冇諗過....已經多野做..仲有個ex...真係唔知係咩)

其實佢地都好驚請左一個人,但係o個個人做唔久就走..
因為佢地都要train 人~~

唉.....我真係唔知做唔做好..
人工都唔會高..
分分鐘星期六日都要番工..
呢d 都唔緊要...最緊要係o個度太細啦~~~~
個環境唔太好....得o個5,6個staff...
(咁仲駛識男朋友?!)

但係呢份工唔駛打code
係consultant 既性質
而且有得同鬼老做同事,
可以著得casual 番工..
而且分分鐘唔駛成日番公司...

唉..真係唔知點好~~

在尖咀行街

今日同carlo 行尖咀..好耐冇同佢出街啦.....好開心
係star ferry pier 到食左xtc ice 既雪糕..哈哈..係grapefruit + 芝麻(新口味) 一酸一甜,好特別,也好好味..hehe..

一心本來諗住今日要買隻介子比自己...點知最後買左耳環+ playboy cap(好抵..半價)
carlo 好抵地買左一件唔駛$200 既西裝褸~

大家一路行一路傾計..好開心~

之後去左delifrance 食dinner

原來我地都有d觀念同諗法似...hehehe..

出grade 啦

今日出grade~
真係有d 緊張...昨晚發夢自己睇grade...usability 有A+...crazy..
咁即係冇可能lor...哈哈哈哈

11點幾起身睇...
咦~ 都唔差喎...
估唔到自己考得幾好tim!! 哈哈哈哈
japanese 竟然有A- !!!真係開心!!!!
其他都比想像好~~

番到學校..
發現大家都對en 既分不滿..
oo...又真係唔係太對路喎...

不過自己個分就不錯

BBQ

仲以為唔會有chance係city 到bbq ...
今日同leehang, eric 哥,vincent,bonnie,kalei,joe j, pat pat, mcc, 阿儀,阿甘,阿祺 bbq.
買左好多野食....

不過,都估到d 炭唔得.....好彩都燒到..哈哈
第一次同朋友bbq 燴番薯...好好好好味~ 但係個爐太大...,好難燴得好~~
有d 燒焦曬...>_< 我咁大個人都係第一次bbq 燒貴妃蚌ja>...crazy..不過我怕唔熟,唔敢食...

燒到成11:00..
本來諗住去食糖水..不過...發現冇車係mk 番kowloon tong lor.....
仲煩過屋企......v_v
最後都係唔出~

努力!fyp

今日都係fyp...
做做做...做到10點幾.....好累呀...

自己真係做得幾慢....
攪左咁耐...都仲係logon page + registration page
每次覺得就黎寫完...可以開新既page 做時...
又發現有d野寫漏左....唉.........
攪極都未完........激死....

希望明天可以做完佢啦~~~~~~~~
之後就可以做user account page

晚上同eric 哥加vincent 去南山食野...
o個間南山冰室都唔係路....唔收1毫2毫....
話d客唔收毫子喎......咁都唔係問題...最衰係佢語氣差...
幾想同佢講話我冇喎...你係咪唔收呀.........
不過...最後都冇講到......哈哈

inspector of custom & excise test

今日去左葵芳考inspector ....
又考試....

我今次同自己講...我絕對絕對要認真 + 依照指示去考呢個試

今次個試係30mins answer 30 questions
好明顯係比cre 淺同 比hsbc 既test時間多~~

不過.....我可惜....我又做唔曬aptitute o個一份.....
欠5條...唉..又要同多一份工say good bye

講真...我真係好想知道我呢一次考成點....不過....佢又唔會講比你聽邊份fail 邊份pass
唉.....只有有通知既先至知道係full pass......
算啦.......今次我對得住自己~~

考完去左跳舞~~ yeah!!終於可以跳啦.......
好開心!!!!不過......真係生疏左.....
我要加油呢!!!!!!!

仲有下一關要過~~加油!!!!

hsbc apitute test

昨晚竟然sleep 得好差....
乜我真係咁驚個test 咩? 我明明唔覺我自己咁緊架喎

晨早要起身,8:30 去到olympic city 既 hsbc building 到做test..
巧遇kenneth 哥,
原來都仲有唔少city 人考個test, 見到judy, mcc, pat pat, ivan kwan, patrick chan...

考完...好好好好X100000000 個後悔唔聽呀"馬生"做事...
就係咁...我第一關就過唔到....唉.....
可能個天覺得我唔適合做呢行...?

之後同lee hang, pat pat 食lunch, 再番學校攪FYP

做左好耐...做到成10點幾....
然後出左去mk食野,..
發現左一間鋪食薑汁撞奶,而且仲好好味好夠薑~

之後回家....點知上錯車....唉......都唔知想點..
好能太灰 + 太累啦...唉........

新既一年

咁就2006 年啦......
新年快樂!!
新一年,要轉新blog....哈哈....

今年係final year (希望係啦...),真係有點害怕, 好驚要做好耐NEET 呀..
NEET 係~ NOT EMPLOYING, EDUCATING OR TRAINING
唉.......

新既一年..唔可以唉唉聲~~
我希望自己快D 尋找到人生目標!!找到想做既行業!!
加油~
希望大家都係啦!! ^^